I don't feel as strong as people seems to think I am.

You can imagine that if you had to hold something heavy above your head how your arms start to quiver and feel like they're made of jello. And in your fatigue you would just want to let it go and lay down and rest your aching muscles.

I am trying to keep things from pressing in on me. People have commended me for my ability to do so, but I just want a break from being strong. I just want a few sequential days where I don't have to bind myself up and hold it together.